And I don't mean it in a queeny, whiney way. I just feel like there is nobody I can completely depend on when I just need an open ear or even a simple face to face interaction.
Not knowing anybody up here in the East Bay doesn't even help matters either
A few weeks ago, a good friend of mine told me to keep tonight open because he was willing to hang out in the city with me... a thing we used to do constantly up till about a year ago. This week, he mentioned that somebody was in town and wasn't too sure about tonight. I asked him this morning if tonight was cool with him and he totally bailed.
He knows how difficult it is for me to find people I know to hang out with locally. I have to either commute for an hour to met up with people or I'm able to drag a single person to meet me in SF.
So here I am now, figuring out that I'm probably going to spend my Friday night at home, doing what I usually do when I'm at home: Scour around unsuccessfully to try to meet new people online.